I have two best friends that I’ve grown up with with since the ages of 2 years old and the other 5 years old. Its safe to say we’ve been friends well over two decades. I love them dearly. Growing up, we have done everything together… Graduated high school the same year, went to college together and graduated the same year, celebrated pretty much every birthday together, slumber parties, plenty of laughs even some cries. In 2011 they both got married 8 months apart and I was in both weddings, they’ve purchased homes, and now they are starting to expand their families. I know that I shouldn’t compare my life to other people’s but naturally I get down on myself sometimes because I feel so left behind. I feel like they’ve evolved in life and all I have to say that I’ve accomplished is my education (just recently graduated with a Masters) and a good career. I feel like I’m cursed or something though… I’m almost 30 and I’m not even close to marriage or children. I don’t even have a boyfriend. I can’t even date someone longer than 6 months without something happening. Even though my best friends are still very much so in my life and I can freely hangout with them and their hubbies which are like my brothers, I still feel some type of way. Is something wrong with me? I just feel like them and everybody else around me (especially within my age group) is getting into great relationships, getting engaged, getting married, having babies, etc… It’s so cliche when people say trust God’s timing but I don’t care how “spiritual” you are… That’s easier said than done!